COWBOY UP! Zach Kilcrease Writer|Musician|Mechanic
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I know I’m fucked up but atleast I’m not draggin anyone else down with me… Old stuff I wrote bored and deep into my feels and just Sharin with y'all #poetry #notfeelinsogood #blackandwhiterainbow
He saw the pills sittin there
He glanced at the gun just Layin in the dresser drawer..
He thought of the ways it would go down..
But all it ever did was make his crooked smile a depressed frown…
He was so close..
Yet so far..
So out of his mind..
That his heart ached..
His tears still fall
And his gut still hurts..
His mind is as torn as his heart..
As warped as Hell…
He’s so fucked up now..
Is there a way out?..
I guess there is..
Pills and a 12GA to finish up..
I guess that’s my only way..
There’s no fight anymore
No real reason he sees to live anymore..
All he ever feels is the pain..
It’s eatin him up so bad in so short of time..
Will he stay or will he go?…
(at Lovers leap “Cameron park”) -
#poetry.. #fml #notfeelinsogood
My world is tearing apart
My heart is crumbling
My life is shattering like thin ice
My eyes are watering like a spring rain
My tears fall like bombs down my face and onto the floor
My feelings go away
My life looses its meaning
My love for you seems to just disappear
I’m killing myself from the inside out
I can’t take it anymore
I’m drowning in my fears and the tears
I’m loosing air from all these things that are killing me
Nothing will save me from myself
I’m nothing anymore
I’m not even myself
I’ve destroyed everything I’ve ever loved -
Who turns 20 years old? Weeeelllllll this truck and I sure as hell do :0 #built #tough #strong #20years #septemberof95 #woo
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#nofucks #finallyipostedsomething #been a while bruh #lawlz #zerofucks
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Just got these for my truck😋 #residentevil #umbrellacorps #hellyea
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Been a few days so I admit I coughed but love that I finally got the battery charged #cloudchasers #jtmods #jedi #doubles #8x8 thinkin of #coilbuilds #vapelife
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Lmao #hellyea
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Well I’m not going to ratchet any more… I’m leaving to Persue better job opportunities and make money to settle on. It’s gonna be a hard start on my life but #keepontruckin
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#shialebouf #motivationalspeech #justdoit
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Sometimes I feel like I’m nothing by myself
I feel like my existence depends on someone else’s
I feel like a loser all the time
I am a loser tho
I feel like nothing
Even though I’m sure I am nothing
To my family I’m the exact opposite of what I feel like
To the one I love I’m opposite of what I call myself
I love that these people see these things I can’t and never have
I don’t know how I made it this far
I don’t know how I did this
All I know is the roads there for me
Wether I’m on foot or traveling on old wore out tires
I’ll always be an invisible cowboy to the eyes of all
And I’ll always be the world to some
And that’s all I have to say right now